yeap, my friends like to put me in embarrassing situations. I should really start to log off of Tumblr, when I’m in another computer. :D
i’m a bad person.. I don’t know what to feel anymore, it’s all so mixed up. My love life is like an American rollercoaster with the sickest twists and turns. I feel very mixed feelings towards my boyfriend and the feelings for my past have come back and too strong for my liking.. Lately I don’t want to be with my boyfriend anymore, but with the other guy, I hate myself for that, I’m not supposed to feel like this.. I really wish it would just stop.
had a breakdown last night in front of my two friends. feel so embarrassed about it now.. why couldn’t I control my emotions?
I wanna die.
I hate the nights when I can’t sleep and start to overthink. They’re the worst.
I’m seriously starting to feel that Tumblr is the Holy Mother of depression.